Присоединился:2020-01-23
Немного о себе:Hi, I'm Jade, I've been suffering the urge to crossdressing since age 4. I'm a huge My Little Pony fan. There is a huge part of me that wishes I was a little girl, living in a princess room. I understand that this is not normal, but this is my life!. Pretty pictures with lots of colors and cute outfits make me feel alive and happier than I can Express. But the world's standards hurt me deeply and force me to hide myself, I've cried most my life because I cant be me. I'm a real man too and I do all my chores and work and do my duties with my wife. I don't know how to explain it, but I'm letting it all out for the sake of others who suffer this type of spirit infestation or brain disorders. These were the purest most happy and exhilarating times of my life, but after a bad breakup of a 20 year relationship, wherein I had attempted murder done to me and a lot of unimaginable horrible things happen to me. I've got a Great wife now, she even accepts jade and hints for me to get dressed, but my heart and mind are broken and afraid she might just act like she likes it to appease me and afraid of looking foolish, even though it's the best happiest times of my life, I feel whole, happy, pretty and I turn into the funniest sweetest little girl. Sometimes I think if it is the spirit of a little girl living in me, I'm glad she chose me... But I have to let it all go, I'm never truly happy anymore and it's a constant battle trying not to buy girls stuff, it's so hard, I have 2 dresser drawers full and it hurts me and makes me cry every day trying to fight, it makes me wish I was dead. But I'm trying to man up with all my heart. But it's not who I truly am. I love you all and I'm sorry I'm a retarded weirdo. When I was a child they used me as a gunie pig and screwed up my head and I remember them giving me shots and putting me in restraints and put panties on me and played with me down there, it's all blurry though because of the tranquilizers they kept me on. I'm sorry to tell you all of this and I'm sorry I exist. Any advice is greatly accepted, but I don't think I'll ever get rid of jade, it's like she is half of me and stronger than me. It's such a hard fight. I wish I could just be me and be truly happy and have God still love me and use me for his purposes.???
Немного о себе:Hi, I'm Jade, I've been suffering the urge to crossdressing since age 4. I'm a huge My Little Pony fan. There is a huge part of me that wishes I was a little girl, living in a princess room. I understand that this is not normal, but this is my life!. Pretty pictures with lots of colors and cute outfits make me feel alive and happier than I can Express. But the world's standards hurt me deeply and force me to hide myself, I've cried most my life because I cant be me. I'm a real man too and I do all my chores and work and do my duties with my wife. I don't know how to explain it, but I'm letting it all out for the sake of others who suffer this type of spirit infestation or brain disorders. These were the purest most happy and exhilarating times of my life, but after a bad breakup of a 20 year relationship, wherein I had attempted murder done to me and a lot of unimaginable horrible things happen to me. I've got a Great wife now, she even accepts jade and hints for me to get dressed, but my heart and mind are broken and afraid she might just act like she likes it to appease me and afraid of looking foolish, even though it's the best happiest times of my life, I feel whole, happy, pretty and I turn into the funniest sweetest little girl. Sometimes I think if it is the spirit of a little girl living in me, I'm glad she chose me... But I have to let it all go, I'm never truly happy anymore and it's a constant battle trying not to buy girls stuff, it's so hard, I have 2 dresser drawers full and it hurts me and makes me cry every day trying to fight, it makes me wish I was dead. But I'm trying to man up with all my heart. But it's not who I truly am. I love you all and I'm sorry I'm a retarded weirdo. When I was a child they used me as a gunie pig and screwed up my head and I remember them giving me shots and putting me in restraints and put panties on me and played with me down there, it's all blurry though because of the tranquilizers they kept me on. I'm sorry to tell you all of this and I'm sorry I exist. Any advice is greatly accepted, but I don't think I'll ever get rid of jade, it's like she is half of me and stronger than me. It's such a hard fight. I wish I could just be me and be truly happy and have God still love me and use me for his purposes.???
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 14 .ZIP The girl in me is so patient and LOVES drawing ponies and pretty things. |
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4 года назад 0 0 visibility 4 / 7406 |
| Показано альбомов: 1 | 14 | 4/ 7406 | 0 |
14 0 visibility 4/ 7406 |